My Complaining Post

This is how I feel...sort of...not really...who knows...I just needed a picture to post

Okay this post is not going to be a very nice post....I advise you that you probably shouldn't read it if you don't want to think less of me. haha I don't know why I am posting it...I should just write in my journal but no I wont cause I don't care.

I feel like I have lost my MOTIVATION.

...gone....

The last little while I just have not felt myself. I am pushing myself way to hard and its starting to destroy me. I am not willing to give anything up though. My nerves are on edge quite a bit. Things that normally wouldn't bug me are making me CRAZY. I hate it.

I am ready for finals to be over...this whole semester...

I HATE BIOLOGY AND MY TEACHER

I want to get letters more often...I can't tough it out forever

I hate when people act one way and then turn around and totally blow me off.

I hate feeling vulnerable. I put up walls for a reason

For now I will....

keep studying - only 2 more finals

listen to Avril Lavigne cause she feels me

waiting for an envelope with my name on it

hope that I can find my Motivation will find me cause I don't want to look for it

I have a feeling that I am going to feel a whole lot better when I can recover a little bit over Christmas Break. Don't Worry about me though because I will get over this slump. I am going to be fine. I just needed to get this out.

All Done. Its Over. I feel better.

Happy Wednesday!