Moments

there are moments in my life that i want to capture and never let go of them.

i never want to forget them and how happy i was at that moment in time.

a picture only captures some. a video can capture more

but

it is all about the feelings that you felt in that moment.

it blows me away how much love i can feel for my family. I love the moments when i am overwhelmed with love for them. all day today there have been lots of times when i have been so happy and felt that immense love for these people i am surrounded by.

i don't know why but when i am with my family a different, crazy, silly kynsie comes out. sometimes they think i am so funny and these little things happen and they aren't that funny but they are just laughing so so so hard. even though it was so dumb.

there are many times my dad says..."i feel bad for the man you marry" or tyler says "kyns, you are really strange". i hope someone can laugh as hard as kate and my dad to when i blow matches out with my nose. or that someone will appreciate my circle of life singing rendition in the car or crazy dance moves like ty does. i hope i can find someone who makes me laugh as hard as tanny boy does and maybe he will even call me his fair madien ;)  i hope i can find someone i can talk to like kendra and who loves me even when i jump on her in the night to wake her up to talk to me. i hope i can find someone thoughtful and loving like ky and someone who loves me and cares about me like my mom. basically if i could combine the good of my family then i would be set. :) most of all i hope that i can find someone to love me for all my craziness like and that i will love them back just as much.